Never late but just in time

Happy 15th Birthday Hanna ( she is pretty right )

Happy Birthday Z!!

Love you two lotzzz...

p.s: Sorry for not being there always ya my little sister. 

today is the day

28 Aug -Its been 3 years since the death of my brother but I am not going to be sad or even remember of what happen on that day. Instead i am going to remember all the happy memories that my family and i share with him for 19 yrs of his life. I thank god to have him as my brother even for a while. He will always be in our prayers.

Let Go

Weekend was okey, spend time breaking fast with family.  Something really bothering me these past few days.  I know i have to let it go but i just can't.  I did the test again and i fail again.  Like what Garfield said "Its not our time yet."  For me i just keep saying this to myself and make sure it's embaded in my head and my heart "Smile though your heart is aching, Smile even though its breaking."  I guess the dream that i had last Sat was just a dream.... but of course i just have to smile : )

p.s:thanks for being there for me. I love you b

Just

We look back on our life and realized, everything that happened had only made us much stronger.

I almost forgot!!

Seriously it almost slip my mind, the birthday of  two most important people in my life..

Ibrahim (sms me and asking for his present already)

Zaleha ( i really feel lucky to have a mil as nice and i just can't describe how understanding she is. Seriously i am not joking

p.s:Hanna is next : p

Old old old

Look what i found in his E-mail.....

Photos of me like years back.  I remember sending him all this photos when he is in Qatar. Haha. Well those were the memories. 

p.s:I love u b

18 Aug 1987

Nothing left to say other then i miss you and love you so very much.  I will still remember our yearly Birthday Kiss Adik.  Its locked in my head as well as in my heart.

Picture taken with Nani on his last birthday 3 years back

Budak Jurong Turun Tampinese

On Sunday we attend wedding of Fiza & Abdul Wahab at Tampinese,

We were the first guest at 10.55

Cheerful but tired face ( is there such a thing )

p.s: NO bride pictures as she were busy getting ready : ( too bad

Up & All the Way

Decided to bring cookie monster & garfield to watch Up. 

Its was hell of fun, sure far cry from being stress these pass few days.

Cookie Monster + Garfield = No Stress

Facts Number 1

I like it when he makes me feel like a women & a little gerl at the same time.

Open Mind

she:how are you?

Me:fine, how are you?

she:still the same

and the conversation goes on and on with tons of laughter added in for memory sake.  Our conversation is still on my Fav list of things to do.

Its getting near

As i sat in my desk, turn my head to the right, the calendar caught my attention more then ever.  In less then a week, you would have been 22.  In less then a week i would have given you a birthday present.  In less then a week i would have sung you a Birthday Song.  Instead in less then a week i have to keep myself busy and pray to god that the day will pass by quickly as i don't want to be reminded on how it feels like to hug u and give you the yearly birthday kiss.  

p.s:I still miss you adik

Brainless

Seriously, i don't understand their motive. 

Tumpatiez (or what left of it)

Friday training was a blast.  Alhamdulilah a lot of the guys managed to come down including my brother and his friends.  Was so happy and glad that Zara came together with her smile that never fail to light up her face in any situation that she in.  Love her lotzz.  Pray that everything will go smoothly for her and her baby.

Hubby: i am so happy today

Me:y ehk??

Hubby:cause today ramai turun, feels like old time.

Reminder Moment Part I

Seriously this picture remind me of Z

Joker Number 1 fan

A healthy relationship means taking your significant other seriously even when they are inherently ridiculous and completely out of touch with reality...

p.s: and why do i really really feel conected when i read this : p

Seriously

Miranda Priestly: Do you know why I hired you? I always hire the same girl- stylish, slender, of course... worships the magazine. But so often, they turn out to be- I don't know- disappointing and, um... stupid. So you, with that impressive résumé and the big speech about your so-called work ethic- I, um- I thought you would be different. I said to myself, go ahead. Take a chance. Hire the smart, fat girl. I had hope. My God. I live on it. Anyway, you ended up disappointing me more than, um- more than any of the other silly girls. (Taken From Devil Wears Prada)

I watch that movie like 5 times already and it never fails to not put me to sleep.  Anyway the reason why i put up this post because that's what i feel now at work.  I feel like walking on thin wire everytime i came face to face with her. 

PS: Btw i love Anne Hathaway

i wish i can

Saw this picture and straight away my thoughts are with My Cookie Monster : )

Hahahahahah, can't wait to hug him close to me

Paris ET

okey..seriously i wanna go to Paris like right now and have a cup of latte, staring into hubby eyes ,our fingers tangle with each other ignoring everybody around us. Only Eiffel Tower are allow to invade our private moments.hahah (WTH)

empat Months

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO US!

I wanna keep you in my life forever.....

I sometimes wonder what my life would be without you b. I love you

Them

I can't help it but smile everytime i see this photo of them.

p.s: Yes you two look alike, don't worry b.

Pool

We decided to bring cookie monster to the pool. He was so excited and act like a hero that he almost drown himself.

His fav pose now adays...

i admit i look disastrous!!

Negative

Did the test again, the result came back negative. I feel like giving up : (

p.s:A new baby is like the beginning of all things-wonder, hope, a dream of possibilities.